January 2011
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Why hello there Tumblr, long time no talk.
November 2010
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September 2010
7 posts
One Year and Nine Months
Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind (good or...
Oscar, I’m constantly thinking about him. And its both good and bad. He makes me the happiest but when he hurts me it hurts the worst cause I love him the most.
Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be
I like who I am I just wish I haven’t had so many setbacks and that I was a shoe-in for any college and that I wasn’t so poor or miserable or scared to death of losing the only person I feel like I have left.
Day 17 - Someone from your childhood
There’s a lot of people from my childhood that I miss a lot. Especially Russ and Luke and I miss being close to Dan.
August 2010
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Day 15 - The person you miss the most
My Dad.
Happy Birthday Dad
Day 14 - Someone you’ve drifted away from
My whole extended family on both sides. I barely know who they are anymore.
Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you
My Dad, I let him down.
"We all have stories we will never tell."
This makes me really sad :( I have a lot of stories I’ve never told and theres a loooooooot of stories out there that’ll never be heard :(
Blonde Redhead - Here Sometimes
Day 12 - The person you hate most/caused you a lot...
I don’t want to talk about this one.
Day 11- A Deceased person you wish you could talk...
Now that I’m writing this out it sounds creepy but it’s really not. I have this really pretty fake leather journal Oscar and I went and bought for me to write stuff that I would normally tell my Dad. So it’s kinda like talking to him? Just with no response.
Day 10- Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d...
Rob, I hate how ever since I hooked him and Kellie up he completely ignores me most the time and doesn’t attempt to hang out. We used to talk everyday and he’d tell me EVERYTHING and hang out at least once I week. I’m used to it with Kellie, we’ve always gone on sprees of each other every once in awhile and then not talk for awhile but still stay close. But not with Rob and...
One Year and Eight Months.
I love you Oscar.
Day 9- Someone you'd like to meet
I want to meet Glenn Beck and Ben Stein. My Dad LOVED them and I respect them a lot.
Day 8- Your favorite Internet friend
Uhmmm, well Jue ends up being my internet friend a lot because she’s home schooled. Litterrally in 9th grade I was home sick for a week and all we did all day every day was talk on AIM hahaha.
Day 7- Your Ex
No hahaha that’s really embarrassing. Not going anywhere near there!
Wtf God
You give me constant, non-stop, traumatic, life changing shit to deal with every day for 18 years.
You gave Mom cancer.
You let the doctors kill my Dad.
And now the only person I have is moving far away from me.
Why don’t you just drop a big huge pile of shit on my head to top it off.
Day 6 - A Stranger?
Uhm I don’t know any strangers? But if a met them then they’d no longer be a stranger to me! Stupid list writer…
El Dia de Cinco - Your dreams
Sleeping dreams- They range from brutal, gory, bloody, worse-than-saw-movies nightmares to confusing dreams like commercials for Inception, cause I havent seen the movie so I have to say commercials instead of the movie itself. But one way or another Oscar is always in my dreams, every night.
Future dreams- Honestly, and I sound like a stupid teenage girl I know, but I dream about marrying Oscar...
